Sunday, August 31, 2008

Balek2 minyak....balek2 minyak....hu3

smalam tym aQ syok2 tulis blog sambil nyanyi2, rumate aQ, ehhh...bukan rumate, bekas rumate aQ ngah wat as'ment....as'ment sal ekonomi kot nda pasti plak...tp yg aQ mau cite ne sal as'ment yg de wat 2.....de ol d bagi 1 task la pas2 kena wat summary la g2 tuk task 2.....
de cite la ngn aQ bout task 2.....ada ne sal isu minyak.....penulis 2 kata, minyak punya pasal nnt 1 ari x mustahil flight hanya ble d naik ole org2 kaya ja...org yg kaya gila2 la...mayb 1 ari nnt harga tiket akan m'cecah b'ribu2 n akan adalah khidmat len dlm kapal 2, mau kasi grand sket la seswai ngn harga kn.....bygkn la kalo dr tawau ja mau p kk ada p'khidmatan m'urut...hahaaaa....ndatau...hu3....
then.....penulis 2 kata lagi, kalo da mcm 2 akan ramai la akan guna bas n LRT.....b'rebut2 org mau naik....bayangkan laaa kalo 1 ari 2 keadaan naik bas d m'sia ne jadi cam d negara india skrg...ada yg smpai t'keluar dari tingkap bas....smapai ada kena duduk atas bas lagi...ishh...ishhh...x dpt aQ bayangkan.....mest huru-hara 2 kn....
kita ambil cnth ja la bah d ums ne....bygkn kalo p'lajar naik bas mcm 2....lucu2......habis make-up kn...hahahaaa.....2 juz imaginasi aQ smata2 ja.....
ermmmm......skrg ne pun d sbbkn harga minyak yg x turun2, harga barang la plak naik m'dadak..... cian kmi ne plajar2....apsal PTPTN x naik ar....hahaaaa...... cepat betul duit aQ habis sem ne......hu3......so, student2 pndai2 la mau hidup ya.....alaaaa......tp kalo PTPTN naik kn bezzzz....kn...kn...eheee.....
pas2 1 benda lagi x puas ati...dah la harga tiket flight naik, tiket bas pun naik jgk ne.....mcm mn la kmi student2 ne mau balek raya....suma pihak mau ambil kesempatan....len la kalo kmi student2 ne dapat duit jatuh dari langit xyah bayar balek kn......duit PTPTN 2 smpai mn ja la bah...cukup2 tuk hidup d U ne...huhuuu...tedakah yg prihatin ngan suma ne....aQ binggung jgk ne mau balek raya cmna....suma tiket mahal....jalan kaki ja la....hahaaaa.....

aQ sayang kawan2 aQ....muaHH....;D

KAWAN2 ku.....sesekali jadila kwn yg mndngar dr yg hanya b'crita....ambillah masa untuk m'mahami hati n prasaan kwn......kerna de jg sorang manusia......de juga ada rasa takut, ada rasa bimbang, sedi n kecewa.......de juga ada kelemahan dan de juga perlukan kwn sbgai kekuatan....jadila kita kwnnya e2......

kita slalu m'lihat de ketawa, tp mungkin sbnrnya de tdk setabah yg kita sangka.......d sbalik snyumannya e2, mayb byk crita sedi yg ingin d luahkn.....d sbalik ketenangannya, mayb t'simpan seribu @ sejuta kekalutan....kita x tahu........tapi jika kita cuba jd SAHABAT seperti de, mayb kita 'akan' TAHU............;D

aQ yakin KITA mampu....;D


Aku sedar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkan ku miliki

Sudah jauh kita tempuh
Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmat
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba
Jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
Janganlah kau putus asa
Karena ku ada di sisi setia menemani
Andai semangatmu gugur
Genggamlah tanganku
Kita hampir ke situ


Adakala ku terasa
Ketabahan tak setegar
Tetapi apakan daya
Berhenti separuh jalan
Percayalah padaku
Aku yakin kita mampu


Biar orang katakan
Rapuhnya harapan
Bukan mereka tentukan lagi
Kau ada aku dan aku punya kamu
Amanlah akhirnya tetap bersama

I'm Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt
it
I tried to be chill but you so hot that I melted
I fell right
through
the cracks and I'm tryin to get back
Before the cool done run
out I'll be
givin it my bestest
And nothin's gonna stop me but divine
intervention
I
reckon it's again my turn, to win some or learn some

But I won't
hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up
your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and
damn you're free
Look
into your heart and you'll find love love love
love
Listen to the music of
the moment, people dance and sing
We're
just one big family
It's our god
forsaken right to be loved loved loved
loved loved

So I won't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait,
I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our
fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over
closer, dear
And I will nibble
your ear

I've been spendin' way too
long checkin' my tongue in the
mirror
And bendin' over backwards just to try
to see it clearer
But
my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new
face and I laughed
I guess what I've been sayin' is there ain't no better
reason
To rid
yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's
what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no
more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see
like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and
you'll find the sky is yours

So please don't, please don't, please
don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is
our
fate, I'm yours

BleeDing Love.....;(

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it
You're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds
Fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

[Repeat Twice]
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Ahlan wasahlan marhaban ya Ramadhan.....ku harap padaMU Ya ALLAH......di bulan yang penuh barakah ini berkatilah keluarga n sahabat aQ, limpahkan rezki Mu pada mereka, bahagiakn mereka, mudahkan segala urusan mereka, terimalah ibadah mereka serta ampunilah segala dosa2 mereka.....AMINNNN.....;D

AlhamduLILILAH...b'syukur aQ ke-hadratNYA kerna masih d beri kesempatan bertemu ngan Ramadhan kali ini.....erm....ne kira Ramadhan kali ke-3 aQ x b'sm kuarga....rindunya mau posa sm2 de ol.....tp pa ble buat...kira b'juang juak la ne kn...hehheeee...... Thanx YA ALLAH.....;D

maaf d pohon andainya ada salah n silap.....;D

My SweeT LuvLy FamiLy

Mo tau sapa family aQ….ne naH aQ gtau…check it out k….;D



Ini Ayah aQ….umo de skrg 44 tahun….bufday de 28 march lalu….Ayah sgt bezzz…..aQ rapat gak ngn ayah…2 pasal kalo ayah marah aQ, aQ sensitive sgt….mmg akan nangis laaa…..hahaaa…..cengeng ne…. Ayah aQ skrg ne business sindri, alaa kecik2 ja cukup la tuk sara kuarga…..ayah ne nampak diam, tapi sgt2 tegas… apa yg aQ suka sgt ngn ayah aQ, even de ari2 bz ngn keja, isnin smpai ahd keja tp mest ada masa gak spend ngn anak2 t’syg de….t’utama kalo aQ n adeQ aQ ada d uma….ada ja masa ajak kmi 1 family jln2….spend tym 2gether…adil dlm smua hal….even kwn2 aQ kata aQ ne manja ngn ayah tp sbnrny ayah layan kmi adik-bradik suma sama jaa….manja2 aQ ngn ayah…manja lagi yg len….hahaaa…sayangggggggggggg ayah!!!!....




Ne plak Ibu aQ t’cintaaa…..umo de 46 tahun tapi masi cantek lagi kn…eheheee…. Bufday ibu akan dtg…9 oktober ne….aQ kn anak sulung so sgt2 rapat ngn ibu aQ… pa2 hal x kesah la pasal apa pun mesti aQ cite ngn ibu…sal kwn2, sal study aQ, sal rumate, sal apa yg aQ wat ari2 smenjak b’gelar mahasiswa ne, sal benda2 tetttttt….hahaaa….suma aQ cite ngan de…..bezzzz ne….2 la kalo tym aQ ngah tension2 mesti aQ rinduuuu gilak ngan de…..huhuuu….ibu syg kmi adik-bradik pun samaaa ja suma….adil cm ayah….tp manja2 kmi ngan ayah, manja lagi ibu ngn ayah…eheheee…. Ibu kn suri rumah tangga spenu masa so kdg2 boring gak duk ruma ja….slalo la ibu ajak ayah p jln2…kira cm m’lancong2 la g2….kalo aq mau balek kk 2, mest de mau antar….de mau jln2….ibu…ibu….sayaanggggggggggg ibu aQ…;D


C ensem boy ne adeQ aQ yg 2nd…..namany rohaisham….tp aQ panggil adeQ ja….de skrg upper 6Sc d smk sepagaya….bufday de 8 julai lalu….orgnya stylo sket laaa…b’gayak ne…hahaaa…de suka men skateboard, men gitar (slalu blajar men ngn de tp x pndai2 jgk….huhuuu), suka dgr muzik gak de ne……kalo 1st tym jmp mest kata de ne pendiam…eh salaa…cool la konon….2 yg kwn2 pompuan de slalo ckp la…hahaaa….aQ slalo m’yibuk ne hal2 de t’utama hal2 cintan de…hahaaa….penyibuk ne….suma kwn2 de aQ kenal…slalo kn dorang dtg uma….tp de ne kdg2 act mcm abang ne....hahaaa….de la harapan kuarga yg sbnr-benarnyaaaa cz de kn anak laki 1st kuarga…..ol da bezzz la deQ……;D



Then….yg ne plak adeQ aQ yg 3rd……ne org nmnya khairul shenizam….tp aQ panggil de nijam jaa……tp d uma de d panggil kucik….hahaaa….2 nama timangan uyut (nenek belah ayah aQ) aQ bagi…..ne bdk ne nakal sgttttt…..suka kacau org….kalo x m’gacau 1 ari x sah bah bagi de…..ohh ya….de skrg form 4 aliran sains fizikal d smk kunak….de slalo gak kongsi ngn aQ sal study de….de paling suka subjek lukisan k’juruteraan….de ne palingggg kuat makan dlm kuarga aQ….kalo sebut ja makan….naaa….trus b’smngat ne….ayah aQ slalo bawa de makan d tmpt2 yg ada makanan sedap2….restaurant fav kuarga aQ adalah Restaurant Ala Thailand d LD….sodappppp….hahaaa…..sgt suka tomyam….nyummm….nyummmm

Naaa….yg cantek ayu2 ne adeQ aQ yg 4th…..namanya faridah…tapi kmi panggil de wan….aikkk…napa plak kn??? Ermm….gne….namany yg parent aQ bagi wan faridah zaidatul…..tp tym wat surat lahir 2 xtau napa org 2 letak faridah ja….pdhl punya la cantek nama 2…..tp we ol tetap gak assume namany wan faridah zaidatul n panggil de wawan…..de ne pendiam sket tp sgt suka ngn cabaran….aQ slalo cabar de t’utama dlm study de…..mmg pantang d cabar ne org…..diam2ny 2…..de suka b’karaoke….mn2 pun nyanyi ja kejanya……kalah da kakakny ne…hahaaaa…..slalo ikut p’tandingan nyayian n fesyen show….de mmg cantek laaa, tinggi lagi 2….1 benda yg aQ slalo ingatkn de…jan skali2 men kapel2….n yg bagusny de slalo dgr cakap aQ…..naaa, hamper lupa de skrg form 1 d smk madai….



Yg kiut2 kecik2 ne plak adeQ bongsu aQ….aQ panggil de adeQ su…ngam la 2 bongsu gak kn…bah..nm d beri su suzaine….cantek kn nmnya…..ne pun nakalllll sgt2….x peduli ngn org…..sgttt manja ngn suma org….sgttt penyayang orgnya…..cepat kesian n simpati ngn org n benda2 hdp d skelilingnya…..sgttt sensitive jgkkk….mcm2 la adeQ aQ ne….hahaaa…..kalo aQ balek uma de mest akan tido ngn aQ……pa lagi jadi bantal peluk aQ ja la de…hahaaaa….kecik ne….tp kalo aQ teda, kucing la plak jadi bantal peluknyaa…..ishhh…ishhh budak ne…..de skrg primary 6 d SK. Skim Cocos Kunak….de suka nonton Harry Poter….aQ akan blink de cd t’baru cite 2…..skrg ne suma koleksi ada ngn de…..su…su…….
Bah…..dats ol about my family members….cayanggggggggggggg sgt ngn de ol…. Ari2 mest de ol akan kola Q…kalo x pun aQ akan kol de ol….rinduuu ne…hahaaa….mest u ol x caya kn…kol ari? Buang cre ja…tp e2 la sbnrny….kalo x caya tny la kwn2 aQ….aQ ne cepat homesick bah….nasib bek dpt UMS ja…..hahaaa….papun…family is d 1st important thing in my life…….aQ akan bgtau de ol stiap bnda yg aQ wat….t’utamny ngn ibu aQ….luv de ol damn muchhh….muaHHH….muaHHH….muaHHHH….;D



Saturday, August 30, 2008

My heart have been stolen by......


Hahaaa…ndatau mcmna mau ckp…juz wanna share wat I feel wif da world….
I know him since d 1st sem in ums….he look familiar…ohhh, ya…I know….he’s also x-student kml….i have seen him once during d nasyid competition (I guess….ermmm…)
1st tym tgk de tym 2, ‘peliknya org ne’…2 yg t’lintas dlm hati….dats ol….
Then……
Tym msm 1st year kn….tym 2 suma new student kena kumpul d masjid, solat jemaah sesama….dlm keadaan ramai2 org 2, tiba2 t’tgk sum1 ne….de baru lepas ambil wuduk….pa yg t’tarik ngn de tym 2 bila de usap rambutnya yg bole la d katakn panjang gak (aQ suka rambut cm 2…nampak macho ne…hahaaa….;p)……mmg nampak macho la tym 2….but, dats ol…..
Then…..
I see him again during d ceramah @ dkp wif ol d education student…. ‘ne mamat ari 2 ne…ermm…’ x sangka plak 1 kos…slalu lagi t’nampak de jln ke kg cd so I guess he live there…..dats ol…….
Then……
1 day, I see him was talking wif my fren….omg!!..they r fren n my fren know him well…..so, I ask my fren…who’s dat boy?? Lately, I olwaz see him n dunno wat 2 say I think I’m being interest wif him…..i know a little much more bout him from my fren…..
dats ol……
dunno wat 2 say….aQ rasa segan sgt ngan de….malu tahap dewa….hu3….so, slalo la elak dr b’ckp ngn de…..b’debar ne..hahaaa….lucu gilak kalo ingat2 balek….while we @ d same class I feel very happy…..happy bangat….;D
but…dats ol…..
lama-lamaaaaaaaaa……mcm len ne…..nda tau la prasaan apa kn…pelik2…..but I try 2 make it easy by thinking dat there nothing happen….but who am I to push out the very beautiful feeling dat ALLAH s.w.t give 2 ol HIS ‘hamba’….teda yg mampu m’nolak…..but I juz try 2 think +ve…dun want 2 make it complicated….
Ermmm….but now I think dats no more dats ol…..
Finally….i realize dat he olready stolen my heart….
Arghhhhhhhh……very stupid me…..dunno wat 2 do…juz let it be like dat…..

So….for about 3 years….its juz like dat…..
Too tired 2 think about it…juz let it be…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………like dat 4ever……….(*_*)

Friday, August 29, 2008

Apa erti KAWAN bagi aQ???

aQ ada mcm2 kwn….len2 ragam…len2 prangai….
mau b’kawan ne bukan senang…susah jgk ne…
kdg2 sampai t’menangis kerna KAWAN…
t’sakit ati kerna KAWAN….
t’ketawa kerna KAWAN….
t’bahagia kerna KAWAN….
tapi…
sapa KAWAN sbnrnya????
bagi aQ KAWAN 2 sgt penting….dgn KAWAN la kita dpt kongsi mcm2….x payah la pilih2 KAWAN ne….kalo ada yg kata ‘pilih la kawan yg baik, baik nnt kita…jan pilih kawan yg jahat, nnt kita jahat’…. Alaaa…..x kesah la benda 2 sbnrnya…juz take it easy la…..yg penting niat kita b’kawan 2 sebab apa?? then, cuba fikir….renungkan ok…..
knapa kita x ambil sumting yg baik dr persahabatan yg kita sindri bina??? Yg x baik ada ngn KAWAN kita 2 kita jadikn p’gajaran….x rugi apa2 pun kalo kita b’kawan ne…suma org ada kelebihan n kekurangan sindri kn…so???? Kita pn ada kurangnya kn…
bah…begitu ja bah…simple apa….Renung2kn n slamat b’KAWAN….sayangilah KAWAN anda…;D

Thursday, August 28, 2008

My tRuely dEepLy Crazy FrenDzzz



chakkkk!!! ne la my truely, deeply lovely frenzzzz........;D
comey2 kn suma...lalalaaaa...;D
meh ku c kenal one by one....
  • erm...yg tengah baju hitam tudung kuning 2 c ANIS....paling nakal dlm geng kmi 2.....
  • then...tepiny yg pakai baju putih tudung pink 2 c TASHA....kiuttt kan....paling ceria n hepy go lucky ne......
  • pas2 c MAI...yg pakai tudung itam 2...ne org paling kuat ketawa.....kwn aQ dr skola m'nengah lagi....
  • sebelah mai c Dist.....ne complicated sket.....daH kawen 2 ya...xble kaco...hehee... kira de mcm kakak laa antara kmi2 ne.....
  • lastly yg d blakang 2, free hair 2, c Yna namanya....de ne rummate aQ tym 1st year....trus t'rapat ne.....c yna ne kurang sket la gila2ny kalo banding ngn kmi yg len...hahahaaa....

pa yg special ah ngan PERSAHABATAN we ol ne???? mo tau ka???....ermmmm....

  • kalo org baru jmp n kenal ngn we ol mesti kmurang kata we ol ne geng yg paling pelik....variasi la katakan....tapi mmg pelik2 laa.....msg2 ada k'pelikan sindri...mo tau pa yg pelik 2??....nnt try kwn la ngn we ol...hahaaaa....;D
  • geng kmi ne p mana2 pun mmg BISING.....slalu ja kena sound ole org2 yg kononnya la x suka bising...hu3....tp mo wat cm na kn....e2la personality we ol....
  • paling penting...motto geng we ol....."Diam2 Sak Laa"......hahaaaa.....ada cite d sbalik 2.....

hah....2 la serba sket bout my gila2 frenzzz.....de ol mmg gilakk...hahaaa.... tp seriusly, tym spend tym ngn de ol, aQ akan lupa suma probs aQ....rasa enjoy sgt.....thanx a lot ya oL.......luv u oL damn crazy........muaHHH...muaHHH...muaHHH....;D